Archive for February, 2013

I should be preparing for your arrival

Instead I am consumed with a grief beyond words

Crying My Eyes Out

Wishing I could have done something; anything

Not realizing how badly both of you were suffering

Overpowered by a sense of love

Feeling guilty for trying again so soon

Feeling guilty if we don’t

Missing you more than I could ever express

Your due date is approaching

How will your dad and I survive?

Waking up with dread every morning

Because you are not here

And we can’t do anything about it.

Just know that we love you and always will


My stomach does flip-flops

While my feelings twist and turn

Sometimes I wonder if life will ever go my way.

The decisions I made

Were they right?

I can’t sleep for fear

Of things that go bump in the night.